It's 2 years already  ! ! !

Think back exactly 2 years ago ..... today I ll be inside the airport with all Superjunior members ( except Kyuhyun of course ) talkin' to Sungmin and Ryeowook ! ! Y____Y I absolutely miss all those time when they still are a simple boyband and still easy to ..... i dunno what is the right word to explain the situation but now i can't even see them. Whenever they come to Thailand, there ll be like hundreds of bidyguards and I have to use all my energy just to see their face or maybe just a few secs to see their heads ..... sometimes I give up and walk away. But the funniest thing is that even though how much I feel down at all those times but sooner or later they can bring me back the smile and I still love them ... more and more ! ! That's strange cuz i really feel a connection btw them and me even though we never know each other in person....

How long ll this continue ? ? sometimes i just curious....3 years 5 years 10 years ! ? ! ? I don't know. I know that in one day i ll have to live my life with all these feelin's behind but that's the future... let's concentrate just this moment with the special feeling .... their miracle really happens to me ///// but somehow i can guarantee that if they really add more members, that ll be the end of miracle........suju magic only happens for just 13 people more member would killed ! ! 

4 Days until my summer in Japan yeah ! ! ! ! !